Title just came from me think about Elvis Presley and the Little Mermaid at the same time. This is what occurs when you leave someone alone to watch little mermaid on Broadway and then lilo and stitch.
Life has a funny way to tickle you all over.
It gives you light, and joys, of shapes and sizes.
Giving you chance after chance
Hand over hand over hand shoving you forward.
Reminding you that you aren't of worth, and things,
Things, are more important then you. But it has a funny
way to ask forgiveness. Names less strangers who have
now become your friend. Even acquaintances.
They are sent to help the hands that hang down.
They are sent in place of Life's forward motion,
To move with us and to help us learn how to grow
Through experience. Chances are, you may be alone.
But never alone will you be with friends, because
there is nothing more constant then change.
This week, has been something else. I like to say "something else" in place of .. Intersting, boring, weird, not what i expected. Because i can already assume it had to be something related to that. Things have fallen out of place. They've been shifted down and to the left like a negative coordination in math class. Family ties are slowing growing and family health is slowly dissipating.
My mother carries my family on her shoulders and i feel worthless because i can't help her. She has to read the letters that say, more or less, "Hello we'd like to sue you for 3,000 dollars due to us by Friday. Oh! You probably won't have your electricity next week. Have a nice day!"
My sister is sick, and I can't afford to get sick. Because her immune system is working against her. Always, always, ALWAYS!! .. making things worse. But we still have our days together. For the better half we spend telling each other as many stories as we can. Memories fill the air like the smell of my mothers cooking. We talk of our embarrasing moments in elementary, when we peed our pants, refusing to pee during recess and throwing up in mid step. Moments like those will soon become a part of past and become a simple day dream to me. A moment where I wish, oh man how I WISH I could have just switched places with her.
I find myself at times, not eating just to save money and the cost of things. Who knew that we could manage to eat so much in so little a time... sometimes I'd go 2..3 days without eating more then 4 meals. But thats okay with me if that's means that My mom and my sister can eat.
But today have been a highlight. a flicker in my life. a spark in the creation of my life (children of eden, still love that music.) Today could not have gone better. And to help that, Tomorrow Vocal Point is coming to substitute our class. Great? Isn't it? i think so.. So i thank life for sending me my name less strangers now called by the world Friends. Reminding me of how great full i need to be. so yeah. :j ... today was a pretty awesome day. i liked it. i liked it a lot.
Yours Truly,
Amanda Jeannette
Stay True, Stay you.
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